Spring Forward?

Fall backward.

It's almost 10:00 and I still have a 7 minute presentation to prepare for tomorrow morning.

Fuck...

I've just been so tired lately; not just physically, but emotionally drained, mentally fried...

I got to see my bf today. During church, I snuck out and met him in the parking lot in his car. I had 3 minutes with him before my parents would miss me, so I curled into a little ball in his lap in the back seat of his car and just started to cry. I'm sure he didn't notice, and I didn't really want him to. There was just so much I wanted to tell him--about my life, everything that's been going on but it didn't seem like the right time or the right situation...
Maybe it was just the relief of being with someone who doesn't mind seeing me like that. Whatever it is, I love the bastard.

He stayed for an hour after his mass was done so he could see me for three minutes.

When I came to cheer him on at his badminton scrimmage at overfelt, he invited me to go with him and the team coaches/ captains to in n out. I wanted him to drive the both of us...but I didn't realize that he'd have to come back for his car and then go all the way back home.He had a physics midterm the next day, too, and he didn't even say anything.

I bitched at him that day.

At incendio III he drove all the way to oakland on top of lion dance practice + TN stuff to be with me; even if it meant he'd have to help out with E-team, etc for the most part.

I was cold and he gave me his jacket for the whole night, and held me even when I was irritable, awkward and smelled funny.

I could write so much more, but fuck... I have to work on this presentation.

I choose you, Peter Chu <3